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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 4, 2013 23:50:30 GMT -5
Rohan swore to himself for the fifth time that day as he read over the piece of parchment that gave him instructions on what he was supposed to do. Apparently there was a traitor within the midst of the Death Eaters who was giving Death Eater meeting locations to the resistance leaders. This particular Death Eater had a son. A 7th year son who seemed to be the perfect student and perfect person. He frowned when he read the name, knowing the Slytherin all too well. He was somewhat of a goody toe- shoes bastard who got on Rohan’s nerves at times, but to torture the boy that was going to be something else.
He sighed and stood up from his bed, remembering how the parchment said that he would be working with another boy that night. Shaun Westbrooke. He had seen the guy around, but hadn’t really interacted with him. It seemed like he had been in this Death Eater thing longer than him, but for some reason they had put Rohan in charge of collecting the boy and torture. He rolled the parchment up and threw it on the ground, waving his wand to burn it. Once he was able to do that he headed outside of the common rooms, going into the dungeons.
The boy was sure to come by pretty soon and he would be ready. He had to do this or
45 minutes passed before the monkey butt finally came around the corner towards the portal entrance, much to his annoyance. He growled and waved his wand, stunning the older male with a simple spell. Before anyone else could come, he quickly levitated the body and floated the boy down the corridors in the dungeons, walking for about five minutes before he found the perfect room. He dropped the boy on the ground and tied him up with a spell, before waking him up.
“Hello Mr. Kiplinger, it seems as if your parents have displeased our lord, so seeing as neither one of us, my partner who shall be here in a few minutes, wants to get killed this leaves us with only one option of torturing you to please the dark lord.” He said with a grin playing on his lips. You’re awfully good at this As he waited he began to wonder what it would be like to torture. He hadn’t really done it before, but it had always intrigued him. He raised his wand for a moment and muttered the Cruciatus curse, noticing that it did nothing. You have to feel the hatred… He thought.
“CRUCIO!”
The room erupted with the screams and shouts of the boy as Rohan began to torture him, a small smile appearing on his face. He liked this idea of power. He muttered the curse a few more times before reaching into his pocket and pulling out a knife. He walked towards the boy and grinned.
“This won’t hurt a bit,” he murmured.
A few minutes of torture passed before Rohan stood up with blood covered robes and a white shirt, a frown on his face. The boy had begged a little too much for his liking, but the task was done.Kiplinger wasn’t dead , but almost. He pulled out a handkerchief that held a small rock, leaning down and placing it in the boys hand. It was a portkey that would take him to Honeydukes, where he would then be picked up by another spy for the Death Eater. It was just a precaution so that neither of them would get caught for torturing the boy. Speaking of, where was that other guy?
He left the room, after cleaning the blood off of the floor, heading down one of the hallways, his eyes widening as he saw the scene in front of him. It was the Shaun fella and a girl. He didn’t know who she was , but her hair was hard to miss.
“It’s done.” He murmured, walking past the boy and the girl, giving one last glance at them. Even though they were supposed to do the task together he somewhat enjoyed the power of having the torture all to himself. “ Need a cigarette…” He thought out loud, walking up the stairs that led to the entrance hall. When he reached the outside of the castle he couldn’t help , but feel like he wasn’t alone. Rohan walked further onto the lawn, pulling out a cigarette and placing it in his mouth, his back turned towards the castle.
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 5, 2013 0:01:37 GMT -5
Emilia groaned flipping over in her sleep. Sweat covered her brow and her eyes tightened as she wrinkled the blankets in her hands. The dream was growing more and more intense and she cried out a bit in her sleep. "Emilia...Emilia.." She heard her name and whimpered. Suddenly she felt a hard shake and she gasped her body shooting up and her eyes snapping open. "Emilia you were having a nightmare again." Her room mate said and Emilia frowned. "Sorry." She whispered her room mate sighed and nodded, rubbing Emilia's shoulder before running to her own bed.
Emilia gulped breathing heavily. She rubbed her head and moved her blankets off of her, the room much to hot for her. She gulped looking back on the dream. Ever since that night, the torture and the idea of everyone turning on her would not leave her mind. The dream always ended the same, with Rohan... She gulped and pushed the thought away. He would never...and she knew it.
Emilia sighed and took a slow breath grabbing her sweater and pulling it over her gown. She pulled her long blonde locks into a bun and headed out of the room silently. Slowly she left he common room needing some air. She checked her sweater pocket and smiled when she found her cigarettes. Both her and Rohan were supposed to quit but it was moments like this where she felt like she never would be able to.
Emilia slipped outside of the castle and leaned back against the wall. She was about to light her smoke when she heard someone and her body tensed. She slipped to the side of the castle the shadows covering her. She heard the clicking of someones shoes and then the shadows revealed someone. Her eyes furrowed when she saw Rowan standing there. He turned a moment and she gulped noticing something red on his clothing. He turned away from the castle and then he pulled out a smoke.
Emilia slipped out of the shadows and walked over to him. "Rohan...what are you doi---" She stopped when she stood in front of him, and her eyes widened and chills ran down her back. Blood...she knew it...it was blood. "Wh....what is going on? Whose blood is that?" She asked urgently.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 5, 2013 0:18:41 GMT -5
He sensed her presence before he even looked to see her face. Hide the blood you idiot! His mind yelled, but he didn’t. Instead he stood there, lighting his cigarette and taking a drag from it. You need to mellow out.. He was somewhat on a power trip and he couldn’t seem to come down from it. “ rohan…what are you doi---“ He Sighed and blew his smoke out to the side as she stood in front of him. She was looking at him. Judging him. He didn’t like it. His eyebrows furrowed and he stared at her .
“ Wh…..what is going on? Whose blood is that?”
Rohan placed his cigarette into his mouth again and took a long drag of it, before blowing it out through his nose, holding the cigarette between his lips, looking down at his shirt. He made a face and chuckled a bit, shaking his head as if there were a joke being told. You’re losing it mate… He thought to himself bitterly. Rohan didn’t know what was wrong with him. He hated the idea of killing. He never wanted to become a Death Eater, but now that he was actually being allowed to do the act, it seemed more pleasurable.
“Oh this… it’s nothing you should worry your pretty little head about,” he murmured, while pulling out the cigarette. He leaned over and kissed her forehead, giving her a small smile. He turned towards the Black Lake and began to walk to it, taking a seat on the grass as he stared at the calm waters. He would have to burn his clothes before anything was traced back to him. Can’t wait to do that again He thought with a smirk, looking over his bloody knuckles.
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 5, 2013 0:25:52 GMT -5
Emilia furrowed her brows and gulped staring at Rohan. Something was wrong, he wasn't himself. She stared at him a bit of concern rising on her face. He lit his cigarette and smoked it slowly letting the smoke leave through his nose. He then looked down at his shirt and laughed. 'whats wrong with him..' she thought blinking and shaking her head. “Oh this… it’s nothing you should worry your pretty little head about,” he stated and then leaned down and kissed her head then pulled back giving her a smile.
Rohan walked passed her towards the lake sitting down and staring out at it. Emilia shook her head confused. She couldn't believe this, they were getting to him and he was allowing them to. Emilia went over to him and slipped down on the floor in front of him. "What did you do?" She asked staring him in the eyes. "I am gonna worry about it even if you don't want me to...now stop acting like this..." She said staring at him. "Is he alive....did you kill someone Rohan..?" She asked fear starting to grow in her eyes.
She thought back to her nightmares, each one ended with Rohan being the one to kill her...She didn't think it was true and never thought he would do a thing but at the moment...she wasn't too sure. Emilia slipped back sitting down and staring at him. "...Rohan..." She pleaded a bit and stared at him. "this isn't like you..."
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 5, 2013 0:51:26 GMT -5
You ‘re scaring her… break out of this ….you’re acting like him…
His eyes widened as he thought this, his eyes looking down for a moment. They had finally told him about his uncle and what the man had done to their family. Just the idea of him pissed him off, but it seemed like some of his not so favorable traits seemed to attach themselves to Rohan’s genes. He closed his eyes for a moment and sighed, trying to snap himself out of the numbness that he was feeling. He didn’t want to scare her away. That was the last thing he wanted to do.
“ Is he alive did you kill someone Rohan..?”
He looked up at her seeing the fear in her eyes. That was the last he wanted to ever see. Fear in this girls eyes. He continued to stare at her, watching as she slipped to the ground. “ This isn’t like you…” How did she know. Wasn’t this something that was deep within him that was just bursting to get out? He shook his head and looked away from her for a second before, reaching out for her hand.
“It’s alright… I’ll be alright,” he murmured, pulling her so that she was sitting between his legs. He was still feeling numb and nothing had really changed, but he didn’t want her to freak out. He rubbed her leg and shook his head. “ No one was killed.. he was just… about dead, but I’m sure they’ll deal with it later…” he murmured in her ear. Rohan continued to rub her leg with his free hand, smoking his cigarette with the other. “ Why are you awake?”
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 5, 2013 1:02:34 GMT -5
Emilia frowned only wishing she knew how to get through to him. She frowned a bit her heart racing in her chest. "rohan.." she whispered and he turned his face from her a moment and she shook her head. He had done something wrong, she never imagined this would happen. She never imagined he would be like this. He reached out for her hand then and she looked up at him and searched his eyes. Nothing change though and she gulped scanning his eyes still. “It’s alright… I’ll be alright,” He stated pulling her between her legs. She sat down slowly.
Emilia felt chills run up her back, and she looked down as he rubbed her leg and she gulped looking away from him for a moment. “ No one was killed.. he was just… about dead, but I’m sure they’ll deal with it later…” He said to her in her ear. Emilia frowned and looked up at him. She felt tears threatening to build in her eyes but she she pushed them back and turned away from him as he brought the cigarette to his lips. “ Why are you awake?” Emilia looked up at him and then down at the blood before moving and standing up. She wasn't comfortable being near him when he was like this.
She sighed and shrugged. "Nightmares." She muttered slowly before reaching down and taking his cigarette and putting it out. She didn't care if he would get mad. He wouldn't hurt her. 'at least I hope.' she thought before looking down at him sadly. "You should change before someone catches us out here." She said slowly staring at his shirt. "I..." She stopped and then closed her eyes. She was sure this would only make the nightmares worse, and it scared her. "How are you so emotionless right now? ....how are you not freaking out Rohan...you just...you almost killed someone...for the second time...don't tell me...." She stopped and frowned. She didn't want to say her father was right, she was sure that would upset him.
Emilia stopped and looked away. "forget it..." She said slowly. "I don't know what to do in this situation...I dont know how to help you..." She said. "I never knew what to do when my father came home with that same look you have now." She frowned and then dropped her gaze.. "Uhm...I should get back to bed.." She stated moving passed him.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 5, 2013 1:57:31 GMT -5
Having her close to him was somewhat helping his nerves, but then she moved away from him, much to his annoyance. He glared at her for a second before letting his face go back to its normal look. He sighed knowing that she was afraid of him again. “Nightmares.” He nodded his head and frowned when she put his cigarette out, glaring at her openly now. “ You should change before someone catches us out here.” Rohan looked down at his robes and waved his wand to clean them, staring at her blankly. What was her problem.
“ How are you so emotionless right now?.... how are you not freaking out Rohan….you just….you almost killed someone…for the second time….don’t tell me…”
He stared at her and frowned. He didn’t kill the guy. If the guy was dead then it was the other Death Eater faults. From what he last saw the guy looked quite alive. A little beat and cut up, but still alive. He rolled his eyes and looked away from her. “Forget it…” Rohan’s attention went back to her and he raised an eyebrow. "I don't know what to do in this situation...I dont know how to help you..."
“ I don’t need help…”
He ran a hand through his hair and sighed, listening to her speak about her father again. He was sick of hearing about her father. Why was she always comparing him to that man. “ Uhm… I should get back to bed…” He frowned and stood up, grabbing her arm and pulling her into him.
“You’re not going anymore Emilia…stop acting like an innocent child and open your eyes and realize what the hell is going on in the world. This is not a game Emilia…. It’s life or death…. I had to do what I did to live…for you to live. Your father does what he does so you all can live,” he growled, shoving her away from him softly. “ Or have you completely forgotten and decided to live in a damn fantasy world.”
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 5, 2013 2:07:54 GMT -5
Emilia gasped when Rohan reached out taking her arm and pulling him into her. She gulped and held his arm staring up at him and furrowing her brow. “You’re not going anymore Emilia…stop acting like an innocent child and open your eyes and realize what the hell is going on in the world. This is not a game Emilia…. It’s life or death…. I had to do what I did to live…for you to live. Your father does what he does so you all can live,” He snapped at her and her eyes stared at him in disbelief. He shoved her away from him a bit and she caught her footing and stared at him. “ Or have you completely forgotten and decided to live in a damn fantasy world.”
Her eyes widened at that comment and she stared at him and her face hardened a bit. It only took a moment more for her to register it and she walked up to him and slapped him hard. "You wake the crap up Rohan...this death eater business is changing you...and I don't like it..." She snapped staring him in the face. "You think now because you have to live it that you know my father. You don't know him in fact you know nothing about my family so why don't you keep out of it." she said staring at him.
"Don't put a hand like that on me again..." She said in result to him shoving her. Emilia pulled away from him and shook her head slowly frowning. "I don't live in a fantasy world Rohan...I live in the real world, where my father is being taken from me, to the point of torturing his own family members...I would have rather died then witness and feel what he did to me...and now I feel the same thing is happening to you...and lately...I.." She shook her head. "I have had the same dream repeatedly, and you know how it ends...." She said angry tears filling her eyes. "With you...slitting my throat.." She snapped and then shook her head. "So forgive me for being the damn innocent one, when seeing you like this emotionless uncaring person standing before me.o..it makes me think you might actually one day...who knows...maybe my dream isn't just a dream..." She said slowly then pushed past him, pulling out a smoke and bringing it to her lips.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 5, 2013 23:41:58 GMT -5
Rohan knew that he had messed up the moment he grabbed her arm. Emilia has a feisty personality and she wasn’t going to take him grabbing her arm lightly. He sighed and rubbed the back of his head, annoyed with the fact that he was having issues with her already about Death Eater business. If she knew what was good with her than she would just ignore everything that happened that night and carry on with her life. Suddenly he was being slapped and he couldn’t keep the glare off his face as he stared at her. You knew it was coming…
"You wake the crap up Rohan...this death eater business is changing you...and I don't like it..." His jaw clenched and he rubbed his cheek. "You think now because you have to live it that you know my father. You don't know him in fact you know nothing about my family so why don't you keep out of it." He ran a hand through his hair and pulled out another cigarette, taking a few steps away from her so that he could peacefully smoke it.
“ Don’t put a hand like that on me again…” She was right. He shouldn’t have touched her like that. His mother would definitely kill him if she knew what he had done. Both of his parents would. They had taught him better than that. Rohan conintued to listen to her, his annoyance growing more and more,but it soon went away when she mention the dream that she continued to have about him killing her. Rohan closed his eyes for a moment and let out a small sighed, shaking his head as a headache started. She honestly thinks you’ll kill her….
When she pushed passed him he followed and took the cigarette from her, staring at her.
“You honestly think I would hurt you Emilia?” Rohan frowned. “ Sorry for grabbing you, but you honestly think I’d kill you…”
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 6, 2013 1:24:00 GMT -5
He was getting annoyed with her and she was sure he was not seeing her side clearly. 'maybe you should just drop it.' she thought and then frowned crossing her arms over her chest. He pulled out another smoke and stepped away from her so he could smoke it. She grumbled 'so much for quitting.' she thought and sighed trying to take a calming breath. The moment she had mentioned her dream he frowned and his face changed a little. She could still see in his eyes the other side of him was still there. She didn't want to deal with this anymore.
Emilia was stressed, and felt it in her chest the urge. She gulped and closed her eyes as she walked away from him. She managed to get the cigarette to her lips but before she could light it, it was snatched away. Rohan had followed her and she turned to him a glare hard on her face as he held the cigarette away from her. “You honestly think I would hurt you Emilia?” he asked and her face softened a little and she looked away silently. “ Sorry for grabbing you, but you honestly think I’d kill you…” Emilia sighed and crossed her arms over her chest closing her eyes again. 'just smoke a cigarette..it will relax you.' even her mind wanted to relax.
She opened her eyes feeling the strong need inside her. She stared at him and shrugged. "I dont know.." She said slowly. "I was convinced no until today...I am honestly terrified...you won't tell me about your uncle...and Ive seen what this does to people...and I can see what its doing to you..and you have just started Rohan..." She frowned and gulped. "My father is years in this and he tortured me...yet it took him a long while for him to be even merely okay with killing someone...for you it seems like nothing...I am afraid the day they decide they want me dead...they will tell you...and you will do it." She said staring at him. "I might be wrong but I dont know." She said slowly and then sighed looking at the cigarette in his hand.
"Please...may I have that back...I..." She took a slow breath again. "Rohan...I want my cigarette back.." She stated getting a little grumpy. She didn't feel good and she just wanted her damn smoke. Emilia didn't understand why he could smoke and she couldn't.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 6, 2013 1:54:37 GMT -5
She really thought that he would hurt her. He couldn’t believe it. Of course she would with the way you’re acting…look at you… Rohan took another drag of his cigarette and looked down at the ground for a moment, looking at anything but her. He knew that he had put those dreams in her head. He was changing by the months. Ever since he had killed that boy everything seemed to change from there. It was almost like he was a different person. Like he needed to have and gain more power. He wanted to be just like his father, a high ranking Death Eater and maybe more. Is that what you really want?
He snapped out of his thoughts and looked at her. Did she really think that he wouldn’t do anything in his power to save her? He was sure that back then some Death Eaters wanted his mother dead, but his father wouldn’t allow it. Are you sure of that or is that just a rumor… No, there were plenty of Death Eaters who made bargains to keep their loved ones alive. Yes but at what cost? He rubbed the back of his neck and looked at her, noticing that she was staring at his cigarette that she held.
“ Please….may I have that back… I… “ He looked at the second cigarette in his hand, frowning a little bit. They were supposed to stop smoking. “ Rohan … I want my cigarette back….” He sighed they were both supposed to stop smoking and he wasn’t being a very good example of that. Rohan took one last long drag of his cigarette and flicked his away blowing out the smoke. He flicked hers away too and shook his head at her.
“ Love… you are totally wrong… if they told me to kill you I’d let them kill me first before I let them get to you,” he murmured. He was being serious. If there was anyone he would die for except for his family it was her.
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 6, 2013 2:02:18 GMT -5
Emilia watched Rohan as he gave her a look when she asked for the cigarette. Instead he took another long drag from his cigarette and then flicked it away and her eyes slowly began to widen. "Don't you da---" He flicked hers away to and she gasped and moved over to him. "Why in the hell did you do that!?" She snapped at him and looked through her pocket for another one. "it was my freaking last one." She growled a bit her hands shaking a bit. She hadn't had one in two days, it was the longest she had gone a while and it was getting to her slowly.
He told her she was wrong about him and then she sighed taking a slow breath and she nodded. "I can't help but worry..." She said slowly shaking her head. "this whole thing just gives me anxiety, and I worry all the time...I never feel like I can just relax." She said slowly. "after one thing happens, something else does right after I just...I dont know." She grumbled then looked where he had thrown her smoke.
"Did you really have to do that...I haven't had one in two days..." She said clenching her jaw and rubbing her head, just wanting to the aching to go away. Emilia sighed and looked down where they stood and sat slowly where she stood in the grass looking out at the lake just in the distance. "are you mad at me? because I accused you of that?" she asked slowly after being silent for a good while.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 6, 2013 2:26:49 GMT -5
Rohan smirked when he saw the shock on her face after he flicked her cigarette away. They had promised to stop smoking together and it seemed like their only enabled the act when they were upset. Maybe we should burn things when we are upset instead of smoking. He nodded adding that to his mental note of better things to do instead of smoking. “ I can’t help but worry…” He nodded his head and sighed. He didn’t want her to worry. Whenever she worried then her anxiety built up and then her bad habits came out.
“ Did you really have to do that… I haven’t had one in two days….” He chuckled and shook his head at her. That was actually his first cigarette in about 6 days and here she was complaining about two. He sat down on the grass and looked up at her, watching as she slowly sat down on the it also. It was cute when she became a fiend for cigarettes. He could see the jitteriness in her starting. He would have to help her get her mind off of that cigarette later. Rohan stared at the late for a moment, his attention going to her when she spoke.
“ No, anyone would have…. Any sensible person,” he murmured, picking at some of the grass. “ I don’t blame you… it feels like I’m slowly losing my mind sometimes Emi…. I just… its like a battle in me I’m trying to stay sane, but this other half of him wants power…dominance,” he began to nervously play with his piercing, scooting a little closer to her. Rohan scooted his lower half away from her so that he could lie his head on her lap. “ I’m sorry Emi… I know this isn’t what you expected when we started dating…”
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Post by Emilia Johnson on Nov 6, 2013 22:57:57 GMT -5
Emilia raised a brow glaring a little at Rohan as he laughed at her. She didn't know what she said that was funny because she was being totally serious in the moment. He didn't say anything though and she sighed shutting her eyes as she sat down taking a slow breath. She didn't know why she had to have this run in her family, she never thought she would ever become addicted to anything but now it was too late for that. “ No, anyone would have…. Any sensible person,” Emilia nodded and gulped at his words. She didn't want him to get mad at her, and it seemed like slowly he was getting his senses back.
Emilia just hoped he would never completely lose it. She didn't want to lose him, she loved him and if he changed she wasn't sure how she would deal with it. “ I don’t blame you… it feels like I’m slowly losing my mind sometimes Emi…. I just… its like a battle in me I’m trying to stay sane, but this other half of him wants power…dominance,” Emilia looked up and frowned when he said this, watching him as he laid down so his head was in her lap and her hands reached over and began running through his hair softly. “ I’m sorry Emi… I know this isn’t what you expected when we started dating…”
Emilia sighed and leaned down kissing his lips softly. "Its not but I am dealing with it and although right now I am in an odd place I am happy with you Rohan." She muttered then pulled back a frown on her face. "Ill never allow you to lose your mind..." She added and then closed her eyes tapping her leg as the urge just grew. "...even though you can be a jerk sometimes." She muttered mainly because of him taking her cigarette. She gulped and gave him a face then shook her head. "I wish i never picked one up...I didn't think it would be this bad for me...." She frowned and then grumbled a bit from the headache that was growing.
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Post by Rohan Ghrolin on Nov 7, 2013 0:41:37 GMT -5
He closed his eyes when she began to run her hands through his hair, loving the feeling of her fingers on his scalp. It was crazy how he had fallen for someone. Especially someone that had gotten on his nerve with her cheekiness when they first met. He smiled at the thought, remembering when she had ‘stalked’ him to the lounge that night. He smirked at the thought and grinned when she kissed him, rubbing her leg a little bit. “ It’s not but I am dealing with it and although right now I am in an odd place I am happy with you Rohan.”
He smirked and turned so that he was facing her stomach. “ I’ll never allow you to lose your mind…” Rohan kissed her stomach and looked up at her.
“ Thank you,” he murmured. He looked at her when she spoke about her smoking habit. It seemed like it was going to be a bad habit for the both of them, something that they needed to try and overcome together. He kissed her stomach again and rubbed her leg, giving her a small smirk. “ Want me to take your mind off of cigarettes?” He sat up and leaned over her, slowly pushing her down on the ground. “ I can easily get your mind off of it,” he whispered, kissing her neck slowly. He nibbled the skin on her neck and groaned as his hands trailed down her body so that he could lay down between her legs. “ Feeling adventurous?”
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